Message From The Divine

And He gave some as apostles, and some as prophets, and some as evangelists, and some as pastors and teachers,

So,

Listen to the God in me as He teaches me to teach you.

Through His teaching, we are divinely inspired so this is the
DIVINE EXPRESSION


Tuesday, December 01, 2009

No Second Options

What do you do when you only want one thing? What do you do when there is no back-up plan? What do you do when there is no second option?


I am sitting in my living room watching Santa Clause 3, trying to ignore all the things I am supposed to be doing. I am supposed to be completing doctoral applications. I am supposed to be finishing my classwork for the end of the semester. I am supposed to be budgeting my bills so none of them are turned off in the coming weeks. All these things I am supposed to be doing but I find myself sitting in front of the computer watching Santa Clause 3... A movie I am not even the least bit interested in... but it's a diversion. A diversion from reality.

I have no back-up plan. What will I do if I don't get into a doctoral program? What will I do if no one wants me?

I have no idea...

So I am sitting here, lost in my thoughts... listening to the rain fall on my windowpane... and I am practicing the old art of avoidance.

Maybe if I don't finish the applications then I don't have to worry about being denied...

But then, where will I go? What will I do?

Because I don't have any second options...